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2day is a very stressful day, tiring day for me..Lots of stuffs to thought of..considered of and most probably the most stressful times when i am holding a leader position in a group work, handling and managing, make sure everything's alright..yet it seems i have something else in video shooting. A reconsideration in helping out group members, giving them the guides as well. Plans doesn't goes as smooth as it is plan for me and my group as well, we dono what happen and somehow everything just pop in like a sudden!..GROSSSSS!

Today i thought this video editing equipments were ready to be setup and borrowed as what as follow. Sometimes when i'm taking part in my own position task, i dun reli give a damn to which position other has, and yet i was asked to fill up forms again, it's freaking me up as i'm very annoyed with it!:@:@:@:@..Then it came to photography sessions where i have to plan lots of stage up decorations, models position giving and etc...

And finally for 2night, i' ve given out notice for a meeting at 10pm, as i'm rushing out meeting up with a friend. No one eventually appear and it's kind of a rush for me to type a brief notepad note to one of my friend and inform the rest, wish it really works for me. Hate Malaysian works! And soon i've got a call, telling me 2moro's video shooting we are lacking of a male actor and i'm trying to reach out to friends, asking them whether they are free or available, and yet it is not working out and i'm working out with my busy stuffs, gadgets as well..@@@@@@@..

Previously i have been looking for manpowers to assist my group in video shooting as there were only 3 females.

Sometimes they really "Fuck" my life up, honestly speaking whenever there's woman in place!no offence, it's just ..this is the WORLD!OK? i just wan to express it out so it feels better. i know it's hard to work with it, but im trying to be patience and in a learning environment, just it feels too difficult for me sometimes.!

Lastly, the thing i hate most..RELATIONSHIP having ERRORS and VIRUSES!:><