Thursday, August 14, 2008

Entitle nth..

A very busy moment for my weeks had already passed 2day as i finally had a cup of ice latte siting in starbucks and enjoying my moments typing this blog.

Previously i had time to posts, just that i am kind of lazy, feeling a bit not wanna posts cause of some frustrations, and today just wanna say a big sorry to my blog readers.. as i'm gonna update you on what is happening a week ago.

K things get started from last Thursday i guess, where i have to pump up my time to finish the works for Advanced digital video, where i am in charge with visual effects and sound developing for the starting and ending of the movie, as well as making promotional marketing for the posters, dvd covers and disc design as well, will upload the posters soon and do catch up, it's pretty nice.. feel like ordering?give me a call right up!..the silhouette of truth..

So i had a night where i did not sleep again, just to pass up these works and have a rough up review with my director. So the day has come where i din had a proper sleep as well..Friday then i have to get ready for other works.. and prepare for my advanced web design class's presentation..and the most freaking thing that appear in my life is that, our campaign's final layout is yet to be done..and it's like 0%..shocking?even a design agency doesnt manage to did something as awful like my group did.. the prob with my group is, there's a lot of internal issues going on and no one is planning to tell out until i did so, lots of selfishness, ego, unsatisfaction happening on. So then nvm, my group came over to my place to rush for this project and finally it's done as well...at the very last minute during Saturday morning 10am..and we take a cab to college for presentation... We missed out beijing 2008's opening, that's grossssss...

Soon that's over..a very disappointing presentation for the other 2 groups as well...non of us did a very good job, but at least we made our effort...and for my group work..nothing much but just can say in-professional junk work for clients..and we get a piece of shit..i admit..

Then i had my full day in nico's house..begging for sleepp..T.T.. and doing design method 3's work, a balanced lifestyle.. so we worked on the interface, the tutorial and scripting part, where we placed 3 laptops opposite each other on a table, working hard to provide with this outcome..and surprisingly i feel great working with them.. we had lots of jokes, smiles, laughs while working, even the most previous moment i enjoyed is the fellowship, and the relaxation for working.. Soon the day passed with a horrible terrific night, where my bloody video group members appear, telling me at the very last minute that i have to go for video shooting??i was like crap...searching till to my house ?while i din notice the phone rang for like 20 miss calls? that's an ass thing to be done..

So i had to tell God a big sorry that i miss out the sunday services worship..and i just had the shooting again. Once everything has ended, i have to rush to Nico's place again for design method work.. and we worked like till night time, 10 something i guess..and i had to do my motion again for MTV project, re-structure it again..after what joey has commented...so was pretty busy..so it was like 3 days din sleep..added on sleepless nights..tiring..getting more and more mad already..almost out of control..u see..a person cannot even take such huge emotional attacks at these very hour..

Monday came, and i was ask to do editing??yeh coolz..and then i did and refine my part, visuals and sounds..and i was asked to do editing?ass..they took everything to do initially and then i was asked to join in?nt my part then..and i had lots of projects on-going need to be done and submit by tuesday until thursday.. so i was like so mad..Tuesday is the same as well as i have to go to print stuffs in William's place,..surprisingly my phone was being buzzed by the director's bf again..and shitty thing is that i was asked for editing again?thought i finish and refined my part? somemore was asked to do encore..man i have to finish the website arghhh...so irritating..and the point is..why they dun asked for another member?which is totally focusing on digital media and not focusing in our video at all? from the beginning of this video project til the end..i would say this person contribute less than 20%..as i can record..and check our progress and leave..and director is like no comment..caz of friend..fark! what was that.. imagine u work in huevisual, 3 eye or if interactive... they gonna deng u u noe..! who cares bout friends in these reality world.. ok so im once again finish with these tasks and i finally make myself a NO..in this project anymore..how u die with it, it is not a business of mine, marks doesnt influence me...cause i dun give a lot more to it...because everything is screwed up..and i write lots of bad terrible comments on it, for the paper that kenny has given...

Soon the day's over, as wednesday i finish up the work for web design..and submitted design method 3's proposal and workbook..finally...my messes are over and gone...

*just an addition to Monday.. we had our final presentation for design method 3..and guess wot..we finally made it and finished off everything with an amazing bust off idea and concept, fresh and amazing.. our lecturer loves it! it's just brilliant..and we had the same mind..fariz me and nico, that we did well and this is the most enjoying project we had for this term, it is good for me to work with both of them, i guess it's 2nd time for fariz and 1st for nico..and thanks to both of u..i nearly gave up! and soon im gonna post tis flash interactive to my blog, as u gonna experience this game, a stop-motion simulation..with me as main character! Hope there's another chance to work with them again..and a small apology to nico and fariz for not appearing for public presentation during tuesday, cause too stim after working for 2 other projects, and the alarm can't wake me up..and thanks for covering up for me by the screen joke...feel better thou..

As a sum up of my posts.. i am not very pleased with these term at all..especially for some people if u read my posts..pls change urself..it is much more better..and im trying to be a better person too..if u too have complaints..at least be involve in every projects..and dont focus in one damn project because u think u dono.. u guys are professional lads man! not a last min ppl!!! duh..sick of it!

*off keyboard..

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