These few days i've been in emo mood and nt having a good time in enjoying most of my project works as well. There's this guy where we call him "mr.giordano". At the very first moment i thought he is a very potential teammate, so we accepted him in our grp, eventually he appears in another grp work as well. duh..now i start to feel regretted on what i've decided, but does choice really gives a lot of differences?how do we determine whether that choice is good or bad if we haven experience it?i wonder..:(
As i told eugene 2day bout whole thing, it is a comfort for me, as i continue as a project manager and be in charge with every single thing, authority, commanding + etc.... yet i feel like betraying and judging someone and yet i dun feel i'm doing so! that's the point! 2 grp works with him inside already gave the grp a big mess, allowing us to cover his work and sacrificing other stuffs, and to be done incompletely. I have been stuck with these 2 projects ever since i was considering what to do next.
2night as i draw the freaking video storyboard, i keep asking myself did i choose the wrong elective subject, and i just realize video is nt something that i wanted in real life, but just designing, nt filming or directing. Now that i've chosen tis, and yet i have to face the cons by facing the next 6 weeks of torturing. I always felt ambitious in bcoming hollywood's movie editors, cameraman, producer and sound enginner as well, yet everytime short films and lack of learning kills, limitations with sources, equipments won allow you to explore!or shud i say i would go to LIM KOK WING for tis!
Being able to work in L&M productions in the future seems to be unavailable. From the 1st thing i learn from digital video till advance, im just like learning deep shit thinigs, complaining rather than learning..duh...bad feeling..bad feel! totall bad!:@
Sometimes what yuk sin says might be true..study is just a process of learning, nt necessary u have to come out with the future career in times to come. Selling chicken rice, duck rice or watever, having business, taking over dad's business, properties and watsoever is always another selection of choices!
This week God has given me a lot of things regarding to choices, few hot chicks got my attention..being seduced..lots more..as i usually won have this freaking kind of things happening in my life...but yet hope the lord has his mercy n grace on me!
Next plan in life...get everything simple, enjoy life as in "cincai" as metafore, study with all my best, doing the best things for myself, ignoring others feel..and that's my goal for this term..
and thanks to those who raise up my inner self..now i can be an evil side of myself!
Deadmeat to those who goes along with me.
Judgement to those who intend to spoil things.
Death to those who think life is to be ambitious and filling up with cash!
As i told eugene 2day bout whole thing, it is a comfort for me, as i continue as a project manager and be in charge with every single thing, authority, commanding + etc.... yet i feel like betraying and judging someone and yet i dun feel i'm doing so! that's the point! 2 grp works with him inside already gave the grp a big mess, allowing us to cover his work and sacrificing other stuffs, and to be done incompletely. I have been stuck with these 2 projects ever since i was considering what to do next.
2night as i draw the freaking video storyboard, i keep asking myself did i choose the wrong elective subject, and i just realize video is nt something that i wanted in real life, but just designing, nt filming or directing. Now that i've chosen tis, and yet i have to face the cons by facing the next 6 weeks of torturing. I always felt ambitious in bcoming hollywood's movie editors, cameraman, producer and sound enginner as well, yet everytime short films and lack of learning kills, limitations with sources, equipments won allow you to explore!or shud i say i would go to LIM KOK WING for tis!
Being able to work in L&M productions in the future seems to be unavailable. From the 1st thing i learn from digital video till advance, im just like learning deep shit thinigs, complaining rather than learning..duh...bad feeling..bad feel! totall bad!:@
Sometimes what yuk sin says might be true..study is just a process of learning, nt necessary u have to come out with the future career in times to come. Selling chicken rice, duck rice or watever, having business, taking over dad's business, properties and watsoever is always another selection of choices!
This week God has given me a lot of things regarding to choices, few hot chicks got my attention..being seduced..lots more..as i usually won have this freaking kind of things happening in my life...but yet hope the lord has his mercy n grace on me!
Next plan in life...get everything simple, enjoy life as in "cincai" as metafore, study with all my best, doing the best things for myself, ignoring others feel..and that's my goal for this term..
and thanks to those who raise up my inner self..now i can be an evil side of myself!
Deadmeat to those who goes along with me.
Judgement to those who intend to spoil things.
Death to those who think life is to be ambitious and filling up with cash!
2 comments:
dont come to limkokwing. DONT... haha
why not adele..
thought its good?for some subjects?
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